sandiwarakah selama ini
setelah sekian lama kita telah bersama

inikah akhir cerita cinta
yang sekalu aku banggakan
didepan mereka

entah dimana
kusembunyikan rasa malu
kini harus aku lewati
sepi hariku
tanpa dirimu lagi

biarkan kini ku berdiri
melawan waktuku
untuk melupakanmu
walau sakit hatiku
namun aku bertahan

-Akhir Cerita Cinta; Glenn Fredly

today.
it was th thirdd day of Geek GIG WEEK.
haha, oke whichever it is called.
anw,its just a wholee week of performances during recess ;D
andddddd yes.
im one of them who were singing with Nadhirah,Azlin and Sofia.
and I THINK we did a pretty sweet/nice/good jobbb.
haha ;D
i was super nervousssss i tell you! ;D
i was shaking all all this butterflies in my stomach and all those sort.
but it overcame it,somehow.
haha. ;D
i likee the performance.
ohhh, and th performance after us, Adila and Asyqin.
damnnn,they're good ;D
haha.

a n w.
lifes a boreeee recently.
its the same routine every singlee day.
well,almost.
haha.
but at least im learning and studying and gaining knowledge.
ohhh,and see my darlinggs and o things together.

im looking forward for this Friday's NPCC camppp.
its a sec one camp.
something like orientation camp.
haha, yeaaaaa.
thats the ONLY thing i look forward to this week.
and the week after.
it will be a sesi raptai.
something like Technical Rehearsal, on th Sajak Competition.
haha,
another "butterflies-and-all-other-creepy-crawlies-reproducing-in-my-stomach issue! ;D
funny when i think of it.
when i want to do something like on stage or maybe to just a group of people.
i will get so super nervous, and after it all or maybe halfway through it, i really really enjoyed myself.
like every moment of it, well, except for being nervous.
which leads me to wonder.
is my self-esteem THAT low? ;D
haha,or maybe im just shyyy. (chehhh,step!)
and wonder again, when exactly can i overcome stage frights? ;D
WHEEN?
because this feeling irritates me,like alot alot.

other than life in school.
im moving on quite well.
well,at least im moving, better than giving up on this whole
moving on thinggg.
it just sound so,silly.
all this shits, are way backkkk,at the back of my headdd.
maybe a moment or two,they will just hit play.
and all the memories will go by like a catching a movie.
and after that,it all fadess.
just waiting for th next time to play those memories again when i allow it to.
i dont want yesterday, ANYMORE.

it will take my whole life to forget this sequel of love,
though i have this feeling of wanting you away from me when you're close.
and close to me when you're away.

anddd thats thaaaat! xD